成长

我有个朋友告诉我说， 她喜欢blog是因为可以看着自己的成长。。

成长？ 我在中学时都有写日记。。 我现在重读的时候， 我看到自己在重复一样的错误。。 伤了一遍又一遍。。 真是个笑话。 难到我都没成长？

放弃

是我放弃了你们吗？

而因此你们也放弃了我吗？

人生就是如此。。 来去匆匆。。

我只是没想到是会发生得这么快。。 快得我不懂得如何应付。。 快得我不懂得如何去接受。。

我想人终是要学会长大。。

时间

十个女人，九个嫌男人给的时间太少；

十个男人， 九个投诉女人要的时间太多。

是给得少？ 还是要得多？

Boy or Gal?

[11/18/09 4:22:10 PM] FUZZY: If doggy style whe fuck is girl

[11/18/09 4:22:18 PM] FUZZY: When missionary is boy

[11/18/09 4:26:31 PM] ¤ L ï z ¤ : -.-

[11/18/09 4:26:35 PM] ¤ L ï z ¤ : are u confirmed?

[11/18/09 4:26:41 PM] ¤ L ï z ¤ : spoon style leh?

[11/18/09 4:26:43 PM] ¤ L ï z ¤ : gays?

[11/18/09 4:26:46 PM] FUZZY: I damn fucking sure

C.U.T.E.

Guy says to a girl " You're so cute..." That means.. you're adorable but ugly

Girl says to a guy " You're so cute..." That means.. you're adorable and FAT

Malaysian Fashion goes GLOBAL

Hmmm.. internet is always the best way for globalization, you can go global without stepping out of the country. Malaysian are very lucky, even our "fashion" can go globalize with eBay! Of all those names posted, i am only familiar with 3 names, Eclipse, Key Ng, and Tangoo. I've been to this 3 shops, and i never came out the shop with anything on my hand. Eclipse yea, the shoes arn't too bad. And the rest?? What do they design? Batik? Sarung? Oh well... just wish them all the best. Be proud to be Malaysian!

Car crashed during sweet dream

Hey girls and guys, better be really careful just right after you've changed your partner, because the paranoid Ex's might get a car and ran into your bedroom and send both of you to heaven. This case consider there's a mercy, he didn't get a lorry or bus to ran into the bedroom. =D I have a better suggestion, don't sleep in the bedroom, maybe it's better to sleep in living room to be safe.

Baby's name

I can never understand this. Baby born on AirAsia plane then u called him AirAsia. Why those babies born in Hospital Besar never called them Hospital Besar? "Ehhh.. Besar.. Besarr.. come to mummy." I'm sure when the son grows up, he will wanna kill the parents by naming him an airline's name. And Air Asia doesn't sound nicer than Thai Airways or MAS Airlines... it sounds.... soooo.. lame...

Thank you 10/10/2009

I'd like to thanks everyone for the wishes. Especially to ZS, i'm sure he's been really busy and planning for all of these. It made my day. And of course, i'd like to thanks WM for putting effort in this too, it's really a surprise. There's so much first time for that day.

10/10/2009 - I bought WM a card. I was thinking he wouldn't remember this date. I gave to him on that night itself, and i told him, it's a separation card. You couldn't believe the expression from his face, it was so funny. After he read, he laughed, and he did the silliest thing, he checked for the price of the card. -.-

Morning woke up we went to have simple breakfast, nothing special on that day. However, he told me "Tonight we're going Somo to drink.." I was like.. okay... ZS asked him " Aren't you guys supposed to have dinner tonight?" He was like, " Yeah wor.. let us have dinner tonight." I'm really glad, cause he never invited me for a formal dinner before.

We took nap, i woke up and trying to tidy up the room. ZS came in and said want to borrow coat and video camera. I didn't suspect anything, but to suspect he's going to have one important dinner.

WM brought me to Flam's for dinner. I felt very touching. It was a lovely dinner and delicious food.

Hahaha.. Look at the cute card he gave me during the dinner. Gee... for the 10 years the first card he ever given to me. -.-"

After dinner, we went to Somo to meet up with ZS and friends. We were drinking there as usual, suddenly i heard the song i love "小情歌 ". I was shocked that time, i looked around, i just kept quiet. Somo is a place with english song, it's not that possible to have chinese song playing there. After that, I saw WM walked by with a bouquet and a ring. OMG, i was really nearly fainted that moment. I just cried. And i accepted his proposal. Thank you TL for the cake.

Were very very drunk, i fell down in bathroom after that. Very bad buttache and headache the next day!!

My new pricinple

Today i woke up and decided to come out with this priciple...

四大原则：不问， 不闻， 不说， 不看

I think this will make my life easier and simpler. Because i care too much and i got myself into nightmares. I woke up.. and i know i need to have a CHANGE! Surprisingly.. the respond is good..

Engagement?

I asked my friend.. What is engagement?

He says, " Fuck with permit, separate without commitment..."

No wonder... people go for engagement...

26th September 2009

Remember the date of 26th September 2009, it's filled with laughter, tears, stressed, sadness and also happiness. It is a date to remember. =) It's just like a dream.

It's all about 10 years back

10 years back, have you ever wondered what's going to happen 10 years later? i had the habit to write diary since 1996, but i stopped at 2000. Haha. The other day, i went back, and looked thru my diary. There's so much memories. Yesterday was talking to my godbro, he said he was cleaning his room and found out a lot of things which is 10 years back too. And also the card i sent to him. But i really couldn't recall why the hell i sent card to him. -.-

He was talking about how nice my handwriting was. And i really couldn't believe. It was the fact! I have nice handwritings. I'm very creative, i am very patience. However, what he said about is not a fact.

Haha.. I was wondering what i would write in the card to him. And this is how we figure out it was me.

For those who knows who is "wm", i went back to old house and purposely search for this unsent card. The unfinished story, 10 years back. I couldn't believe how creative i was. Hahaha!

It is a pop-out castle. Interesting eh? This is my last card i would ever make. HAHA! It was really stupid. The small fonts below "wm" is written "lisan 99". Omg! 10 years back already. I'm just too sweet. =)

饿鬼

这就是七月的饿鬼食量。。
laksa, hokkien mee, laksa, hokkien mee...

New baby - Nino

This is my newly adopted baby - Nino. She's weak and unhealthy. I just hope that she will get stronger and prettier under my best care. =P Haha..
She's not as beautiful as Xixi, but i love Nino too. Guess Xixi just had to go. Nino loves what Xixi used to love, the whitey mouse. She's getting more active and playing with Xixi's toys. I've missed her now.



My friend sent me this picture, lol, he was like.. "It looks like your kitteh right?" I was like.. "Hey YEah!! It looks like Nino, but he's so much fatter."

MOF - Ministry of FOOD

Some day, some times ago.. I went to this cafe, Ministry of FOOD for Japanese Ice-cream <- my friend claimed it's Japanese Ice-Cream at Pavillion. Somewhere in the food court. All these kind of cafes always looked very delicate and even the desserts looked very delicious. I don't find any different of Japanese ice-cream and Malaysian Ice-Cream. I think they just taste the same, looked alike, feel the same too.

Alright, since this pile of shits and the big round balls are on the first page, i'm going to swallow one by one. I've always loved balls in my mouth. So... i ordered this. And it came out.

Quite sad isn't it? The balls sizes are totally different. The first one looked like chicken eggs, the second one looked like birdie eggs. Awwwww......

Names for internet cafe

Internet cafes were very popular, for now, everyone have their own computers at home already. There's no need of internet cafe. How should you attract people to your internet cafe now? I think the best way is to have a very attractive name.. such as this.......




INTERNET SWEEEEET HEART =)

Office Table

M&MS on table!

Today morning when i came into office and saw my table, i was soooo angry!!! People just eat and put all the food just like that on my table.. It's more like pantry than anything else! This is not the first time, cookies, chocolates, sweets, and shit like that. Urghh.. i'm a very professional staff ok!

Tolerance? Acceptance?

I saw this sentence, "we need to have racial acceptance, not racial tolerance." This two words woke me up, all these while.... we've been talking about tolerance, in relationship, family, friendship... Being together with another person is all about "tolerance". Tolerance works, but it's suffering. We need to learn Acceptance. If we can accept it, that means we're facing the fact and admit the fact. We are ready to either take it or leave it. A relationship between two person, we need to learn to accept each other, it's not just tolerate. We all do understand acceptance in family relationship, we accept who our family members are, no matter how they behave, what they're doing. I'm not a good daughter, but i do love my family, i didn't get flying colors of results for my family to show off, i was not a genius, i coudln't sing like birds nor run like leopard in school so that my parents can show off to their friends. But... they accepted me as their daughter. They never complaint, they never kicked me out from the house, they accepted who i am. This is all about acceptance instead of tolerance. In a female-male relationship, i guess most of us are mis-lead to tolerate each other, we actually need to accept him/her as who he/she is. If she's a slut, and u choose to be with her, don't tolerate with her that she's a slut, you have to accept that she's a slut. You're sleeping with a slut who also slept with many other guys too and you still love her. Then you'll be still feel happy f**king her every night. =D

Bitch

I just don't understand why people likes to call me.. "bitch".... Why...? Do i look like 1 or smell like 1?

心酸

你说你相信。。 我看得出你的怀疑。。

你说我们之间值过金钱。。 我看得出物质比较重要。。

只因你。。 我放下我的原则。。

只因你。。 我不和你多说一句。。

我不多说。。 只希望你会醒觉。。

原来。。。。 是没有的。。

好心酸。。就在这里停止一切。。

Aliens - District 9

On 19th Aug 2009, i've already received an sms from a friend, "Go watch District 9.. 很呕心。又是那些外星人。。虫虫。。怪物。。打打杀杀。。暴力血腥。。有点想吐。。有点想赖屎添。。".  So many people have watched it and said it's a good movie.  Last night i finally got my chance to watch the movie! Oh yes.. so excited... at first.  Seeing the aliens, so called "F**king Prawns", i really do not get it, why there are so many animals, so many abnormal faces, but they choose to have the aliens look like PRAWNS or cockroaches.  

I thought Aliens should be very strong and powerful.  In the movie, they seem like slaves to human being. Too much question marks.  Lately, the very hot news, the farmer who have found Alien's baby died mysteriously.  

It seems like for those who have seen Aliens, bad luck will comes to them. 

Maybe.. Aliens can't fight.. but they are good with mental power. =D  I'm sorry, when talk about Aliens, it always lead me to a lot of imagination and hallucination. *Cough* Anyway, it's quite a movie.  Blood, aliens, flesh, blood, human, blood, flesh, aliens, blood, flesh, et

c.  In the end of the movie, Carol asked me, are you getting this lens?

Oh yes! Absolutely! It's cool with Yellowish!

   

浸水

5 个傻佬傻婆在浸水。。。

Drive normally?

*Yawn* Good morning everyone! I've used to listening to radio while driving to work, i listen to every shit, the lame gotcha calls, the useless traffic reports, the keep repeating songs, and etc etc etc.  Today as usual, i'm still listening to the radio, was listening to the traffic reporter, she was like "The traffic is moving very slow at Jalan XXX, please drive normally.."  HUH? Drive Normally???? I don't really understand what is drive normally and drive abnormally? Do we really get across driving abnormally drivers? I think during the rush hours, everyone will be driving very normally. We won't be driving like this

Or... like this...

Or.. like this...

Or even letting our pet drives...

Surfing

My very first experience in surfing, it's soooo fun! I never thought i would be able to stand up on the board.  And i did it. 

Warming up first.... =)

My first attempt to stand up the board. Still look very cool. Behind me is the very cute instructor. 

Uh-Oh... Just about to fell down.

After a few attempts, i think i'm quite successful.  

Oh well, i think i did it quite well, after a few sands eating and wave hitting.

Surfing is not easy at all, it involved a lot of sand eating, and i've got a lot of bruises from it.

The worst experience, it's the big wave hit from my back and my head got hit.  It stunned me for a moment over there.  

Hey.. i think i need to learn the more stylish way to pose.  V^^V