心酸

你说你相信。。 我看得出你的怀疑。。

你说我们之间值过金钱。。 我看得出物质比较重要。。

只因你。。 我放下我的原则。。

只因你。。 我不和你多说一句。。

我不多说。。 只希望你会醒觉。。

原来。。。。 是没有的。。

好心酸。。就在这里停止一切。。

My morning after a terrible night

My morning after a terrible night.  An apple + MSN + Skype + blogging.  After the 4 hours of sleep.. amazingly i'm still feeling wide awake & i'm still able to reach office on time.  Eating apple in front of apple dekstop.  The first time in my life, i'm having an apple as my breakfast, i hate apples.  MSN and Skype looking for attention, but it seems like i've failed, every morning at this hour, there's only 1 friend would wish me good morning everyday.  Hehe.  I only get to have the attention from her, but it does comfort me a lot.  She has been accompanying me since the first day of my working life until today.  What an amazing friend.  Hehe.  Blogging only started lately, i started blogging when i was feeling extremely down.  It does make me feel good after blog out what's in my mind...

Another bit of thoughts

People tend to have high expectation.. friends never have expectations from each other.. if they do.. it's not friendship anymore.  Friends do not need to see each other often, as true friends always remain in the heart.  I believe, friends will be there for you whenever, wherever you needed them, even both of you never been in touch for n months or even years. Friendship is all about understanding too.  I'm happy because i do have this kind of good friends.  We don't stay in touch, but when i'm in deep shit, the person would be just a phone call away.. unless the person changed number! 

What's the point of making people around you happy and you yourself  are unhappy? I realized something, we don't try to make others happy..  People around you would just feel happy because you are around instead of you need to make yourself a clown.  Just be who you are.  Making people around you to be happy is a very tiring job, that is why some people would call it "entertaining friends".  Friends who don't appreciate you.. just let them go.. I read from somewhere.. "you don't have to explain yourself, the ones who care don't need it, the ones who don't care won't believe it".  True friends, will be there for you anytime anywhere.