I fell. I learn. I grow.: July 2009

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Making decision

Do you ever feel it's very hard to make decision? And yet we need to make decision everyday! I hate to make decision, if there's no choices, then there's no decision to make.

For the past few days, i never slept well, just because i need to make a decision. I was trying the very traditional way i was taught to make up my mind.

good bad

nice people no money

free beers no benefits

free liquors no holidays

free guinness

free food

free guys

good bad

location good no money

systematic no benefits

more sleeping hours still no holiday

flexible hours

Hmmm.. i just feel that it just doesn't work this way, it's not easy to come out the list, cause most of the time people have bias. Don't you think it's just bullshit to come out with the list, actually, everyone do have an answer in their heart, but they just don't want to face the fact. So they decided to lie to themselves and come out with a bias list. I think it's quite obvious i'd choose A. So i did try to place all my favorites at A list, free beers, free liquors, free guys! Then in the end, oh yes! I think A is the thing i want, look.. the list does support me. Today, i made up my mind and i've chosen A. At last, i felt relieve, and i think i can sleep well after this. Even i've wasted so much unnecessary energy to think about it.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Welcome back!

Welcome back to myself! I think i can spare some times bullshitting here. It's been way too long i never share my thoughts with all of my friends. =)

I think at this moment will be the best time for me to be back to blog. I have mixture of emotions. My life for the past 8 months without blogging.. is...